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Monday, November 30, 2009 2:28 PM
SUNFLOWER.

supershow thailand 圆满落幕了~
还有13天就南京了~~
13
13
13
13
^^

the O_O parts of life:
1) heechul's changed solo. (我的老天爷啊~)
(it's called 诱惑的奏曲 and he totally went onto the stage to seduce. sighhh too much for all ELFs to take. kim heechul is the ultimate. 我甘拜下风...)
2) the director 大叔 in you're beautiful is wearing the same scarf as heechul!! that black and white-ish thingy... O_O!!
3) if daphne has chicken pox during malacca trip and laolao got it, that means i might get it too right?!? and and and if i get it during nanjing i am going to go anyway and infect everyone!!!

you're beautiful is so nice! ^^
i lub my JEREMY~
T_T
my poor hongki!!!

i love this blogskin!! ^^
ok the irony... it's you blogskin with hongki's song...
but i LOVE his voice!!!

*watching the y9 version~~


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2:28 PM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 12:17 AM
H.

laolao shall not think wrong when she sees the title.
==
-uhem-

H
HEECHUL
HONGKI
HAIRR

yes lah HAIR!!

omg howwwww? i am falling in love with hongki lahhhhh~~
he's so CUTE!!!
doesn't he look COMICAL!?!?!?
haha ^^

and this one!!!
he was BOBO-ing a statue.
i wan a full jietu of this!!!
demand demand yahhh
if cannot i go jietu on my own LAHHHH...

omg my jeremy~


wait before i continue about hair~
i must 声明, i will never leave heechul!

ok so hairr.

should i cut this?
(actually not really this one)
my eyes will be pricked by hair...

or this?
(it's quite nice.)
but more feminine...

(ok maybe 不适合我..)

i wanna buy a jeremy wig!!!


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12:17 AM.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 10:01 AM
DREAMS.

they are scary... ==

i just had a similar dream 3 times.
(and i just remembered i had it 3 times)

by similar, they happened at the same place
A HISTORY MUSEUM THAT IS KNOWN AS ELAINE'S HOUSE.
(wth.)

by similar, the storyline is almost all the same.
we go in, the museum is a maze, we have to come out.
i remembered the first time i found the way out really easily w/o exploring the house much.

second time i decided to go the the other part of the house and found that it is super big.
like a LONG HOUSE(?!?!) that's sort of during the malacca trip... ==lll
and there's helicopters and everything... O_O

third time i just couldn't find the exit.
and there were names of suju members in my mind.
then i was like...
i will see leeteuk here
and heechul here
and kangin here BLAH BLAH BLAH.
then it was my dance teacher(who appeared out of nowhere) that showed me the way out.

SO CREEPY.
but i know in the dream i was like loving that place cuz it's very funn...
and i said
one day i will go the ELAINE'S HOUSE and find all the secret pathways...
oh oh and somehow the DECOMPOSED thing we saw in SAM!!!
the secret pathway also appeared in my dream...
O_O

is there a hint for sth!?!??!
O_______________O
maybe my dream is asking me to write a novel!!?!?!?!
that will make me world famous!?!?

oh and yesterday's dream was so scary...
there's messages from XX telling me to change my class or sth because she dun wanna see me on the way to toilet?!!?
(ok not making sense?!!)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i am going crazy.

(is this the kim heechul fat losing syndrome.)
O_O

omg heechul. why must it happen to me?!??!
and
and
do you eat raw tofu or cooked tofu?!?!?!

(lala i love love letters season 2 in 2006!! )


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10:01 AM.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 8:24 PM
FATS.

so yay! i finished my grade 13 exam~ i really love the number 13 ahhh.
grade 13'09 has 13 dancers lah lah lah...
2013 i will be JC2~^^
213
and woodlands street 13 and 13 suju members
and only 13.
^^
and i am still 13 years old okay!?!
(lala)

-fine i swayed-

BUT
(i can't stop no more~~~)
this is not the point!!!

the point here is.
the end of my grade 13 exam means the start of my fats losing plan...
(pay my respect to the old chubby heechul.)

today shall be the last day i ate normal food.
tomorrow i shall start to eat...

TOFU!

a petal must follow the good example of her heechul!
okok lemme see what else i have to do.
(really, anyone wanna join the crazy me!?!??!)

1. tofu for breakfast tofu for lunch
2. plain water for my grumbling big stomach.
3. chilli to perspire!?!?!?(hello that's water u are losing not fats my dear!) me hates chilli.
3. 1 hour of exercise... (after which i will tend to eat a lot...)
4. 200 sit-ups before bed. (that's crazy kim heechul i bet u din do that!)


-copyrighted the kim heechul book of losing 8kgs in 2 weeks.
(oh not forgetting the dvd*)

* it has yet to exist.

SOOOOOOOO...
wish me good luck mahhhh people.

losing fats is really for my own good ahhhhhh!!!
the last time i tried (213ers will remember) i felt to lighttt that dancing became so much easier.
and and the last time i tried i can't climb stairs w/o feeling uber tired...

nevermind health shall be ignored these 11 days (before i piao back to china and start 暴饮暴食...) i am determined to lose FATS!

so so... 11 days i shall aim for 5 kgs (i am not kim heechul i am not crazy...)
which means the next time someone asks me for my weight it should be 40+ and not 50+!!
*_*

这次减肥计划一定要完全成功，抱拳！
瘦了也好在1212那天挤人群~
漫长的ELF!!!

各位祝我成功啊！

*thursday i shall piao to shaole's house and playyy (try on bright red wigs!!!)
OMG i love wigssss!!!!!

i shall cosplay heechul!!!
everyone must anticipate pictures~~
woohoooooo...
michelle phan does wonders~

(GRADE 13 i miss YOU~~)


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8:24 PM.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 10:36 PM
END.

firstly.
i am rather convinced that the world will end in 2012.
but then.
it is not the end of the world but just the end of human race.
actually it is rather nice. 2012.
not the movie.
but the end of the world.
may all the nice people remain and pass their nice genes on.

don't you actually wonder.
why we always try so much to live better.
to create better machines that is supposedly better for the world.
for you for me.
it's just the selfishness of human.
but when everything is ending.
what does all that mean?
they are destroyed anyway.
sometimes when you want too much.
you just end up with none right.
that is such a cliche saying.

活着真好
i am standing here(well sitting if u insist)
as one out of the millions of ppl in this world.
when the end really comes
i don't stand a chance to survive right
i am not anyone important.
well.
should i fight for a ticket now?
maybe i should just fight to be someone important.
but that's not the point.
when the end is really before your eyes...
you are just that one out of a million lives lost.
that is the time when human life is so.
fragile.

2012 is really very... WOW.
ok particularly because i am watching from the first row.
with the character's face bigger than my whole body length.
it's LOUD. really LOUD and really. WOW.
the effect is like 1000x maximised. bang. in front of your eyes...
^^
i wonder if one day i can be one who is making effects like that that make people wow in MVs.
what is this job ahhh.
music video director?
LOL ^^
(producer)

ok things will be lost.
but they are there to make life better when life exists.
so why not enjoy.

my little happiness feels bigger than that of the world returning to peace.
my little sadness feels so much smaller than that of the world ending.
of course.

长大了心就变得很大就可以装下很多很多的开心^^

ok.
epic things:
(why isit that all outings with laolao have epic things happening.)
1. (sighh) all men are called MADAM ever since they are born... (sorry men)
2. LAMENG. (ramen~~~) go figure out yourself.
3. ok i can't rmb... laolao screaming like a chicken? yes...
4. ahhh! my face is too long, my brain and mouth too far apart therefore they cannot connect. ==

ohhh
we saw the PRCs joining next year.
probably not in 313 lah.
and they have green name tags~
and they look young
and i don't like their faces.
that is true.

i don't like PRCs but i like myself.

make sense much?

heechul doesn't make sense.
heechul is my world!!
therefore my world,
doesn't make sense!
BINGO!

i happily swayed back to my kimahchul~
cuz he is too seductive~~
awwwwww.

MUST WRITE POEMS!

mrs.chek reply meeeeee!!!!


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10:36 PM.
10:10 PM
STRIP.

whoo babyyyy~ it's cold outside.
(ok i am currently very affected by breathe by g dragon)
(i know u wan it baby~~)

I AM SEDUCED!!!!
KIMHEECHUL YOU SEXY PERSON!
i am. seduced. ^^

闹木闹木塞克西~~

最近很爱脱的澈儿~

穿上了？哈哈~

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~
完全被秒杀！！！！
你个妖孽~


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

10:10 PM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 4:38 PM
ALIKE.

DISTURBING FACTS OF LIFE(maybe this series can continue?):
#1 everyone looks like lee hongki

THIS is 弘基小弟弟!!

our cute cute 龙弟弟！(GD)

Jungmin from ss501 (he is the cutest of the groupp)

and our own KANGIN..

look alike much?
//EDIT//
according to jasmine and laolao
hongki also looks like
DONGHAE
and
RYEOWOOK
and according to allkpop...
he also looks like some other guyyy

OMG what is wrong with u lee hongki...
//END//


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

4:38 PM.
3:56 PM
SWAYS

swaying here and there and back and then further and then further and return.

i will forever give myself to kim heechul so don't worry...
okok...
weird pictures post!!!
^^

包子版杀人笑容的腐掉版~
this picture + gag concert's heechul + many other things made me sway back to my 澈儿~
(oh i just realised 澈儿 in 拼音 = CHEER)

love chul moreeeee ^^

PREETAYE bada...
this is for the fanfic i read yesterday~
that i cried for the whole night about...
(ok but it's a happy ending.)
敏敏的海就是这样的吧？
澈敏~
forever!


== 投吧~~ 大家加油哈！

introducing sungmin's SON~ HYAKU
super cute nehhhh ^^
no wonder sungmin loves it soooo much...
oh my heebum i miss you

可爱的GD ^^
he's usually the COOL type of people that i won't like...
BUT G DRAGON is TOOOOO CUTE ^^
瞧瞧这表情！
（简直比敏敏抛媚眼还可爱）

ELF 是 BH的！

cuz i can't stop~~~

lala~~
i need to read book write poem learn dance draw chinese painting
囧啊我~

i concluded that i like people who look like lee hongki
and i like pretty man
and i like cute people
恩哦.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

3:56 PM.
Sunday, November 15, 2009 1:00 AM
JIONG.


【兔子哥好帅！】

O_O
there are so many O_O things happening!!!
1. i spotted huihong on 新闻联播！ OMG! huihong u lucky pig!!! i want to see 胡锦涛 lah! how come u all get to see him AND go malacca! unfair unfair!!! omg 新闻联播 ahhhhhhhh!!!!
2. the DVD my mum is watching has a little boy character called 允浩... ==
3. SUNGMIN HAS A CAT NOW! (called Hyaku! meaning 100 and it's so cute) SEE MY CHULMIN-ness is just too powerful. (these 2 are secretly having so many JQs that i wanna CRY out loud!) SUNGMIN is being so cute about his SON(hyaku^^) now i hope heebum is actually a female~~ HAHA
4. SM has a THING for blue colour. from 宝蓝色 to 珊瑚蓝 to the f(x) 珠光水蓝色 == its really. f(x) suits purple can!!! never mind my sapphire blue is the NICEST!
5. ELFs are powerful ^^ i love ELF!
6. i wanna start a new business. (ever since my trip from malacca)

ok am i done? i guess ^^
(i want a JOBBBBB)


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1:00 AM.
Monday, November 9, 2009 10:31 PM
TIME.

gah suppose to be a horrible post.
but for now i am highed up.

look at this convo...

❀초별6.3 says:
*i tell u lee sungmin is freaking sexy
/lyts.\ says:
*what happened to no posting for 13 days...
❀초별6.3 says:
*nvm~~~
*^^
*i am gonna post some DISGUSTING I DO NOT LIKE YOU POST LATER
/lyts.\ says:
*O_O
*uh okay
*whaaaat?
❀초별6.3 says:
*NOT U LAHHH
*and i love sungmin ahhhhhhhhhhhh
/lyts.\ says:
*yeah but anyway...
*=.=
*-swayswaysway-
❀초별6.3 says:
*really
*he is so damn freaking
*...
*you know!!!
/lyts.\ says:
*uh
*okay.
❀초별6.3 says:
*and taemin is just adorable
/lyts.\ says:
*I have another 4 guys to feel ...ed over XDD
*too many le, I have enough 8D
*... O_O
*okay...
❀초별6.3 says:
*whut
*SUNGMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
/lyts.\ says:
*=.=
*LEETEUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
KYUHYUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
DONGHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EUNHYUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
*8D
*yay I pwn you~
❀초별6.3 says:
* IS LIKE OMG OMG OMG OMG FLEXIBLE AND OMG OMG OMG WRIGGLY AND OMG OMG OMG OMG
/lyts.\ says:
*(xD)
*O_O
*whaaaaaaaat?!
❀초별6.3 says:
*090526 Music Bank Wonder Boys & Girls Generation - Gee
*sungminnnn
*sungming!!!!
*ops!
*see my typing is getting crazyyy
*omgomg
*WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
/lyts.\ says:
*LOL
*=.=
*omg the wonderboy dance is so spas XDD
*8D
*I'm laughing silently...
❀초별6.3 says:
*cute!
*u must admit that taemin is cute
*and looks like heechul
/lyts.\ says:
*LOL O_O
❀초별6.3 says:
*which is super helpful because this shows how young heechul looks
*especially when he is 10 yrs older than taemin
/lyts.\ says:
*(sungmin looks super cute in wonderboy. but it's okay donghae looks cuter.)
*LOL...
*O_O
❀초별6.3 says:
*is there DONGHAE

*？
*O_O
/lyts.\ says:
*uh
*no
❀초별6.3 says:
*...
/lyts.\ says:
*oh wait.
*wait wait wait.
❀초별6.3 says:
*then...
/lyts.\ says:
*I'm watching the wonderboy as in wonderboy the song from attack on the pin up boys the wonderboy
*ah.
*=.=
*but anyway.
*http://i160.photobucket.com/albums/t183/ChIgEnKi/03ax6TAEMIN.jpg
*anyway that dance is spas too
*:P
*and no taemin doesn't actually look like heechul ._.
❀초별6.3 says:
*he does!
*mm the tell me your wish version has no sungmin... T_T
*but taemin is cute
*OMG
*i am downloading this.
*aiya i am lazy to type out my I DO NOT LIKE YOU POST
*WHICH I PLANNED TO BE LONG
*BUT I FORGOT THE CONTENT I WANNA INCLUDE ALR SO..
*I DUNNO WHAT TO TYPE
*SO I SHALL BE HIGH FOR NOW
*BECAUSE OF SUNGMIN
/lyts.\ says:
*... =.=
*LOL =.=
*sway sway sway...
❀초별6.3 says:
*BUT U SHLD REALLY WATCH IT
*TODAY I HAVE BEEN WATCHING SO MUCH SUNGMIN STUFF~
*SUNGMIN DIARY. PAJAMA PARTY WHICH SUNGMIN LOOKED HUGGABLE LIKE I DUNNO WHAT
*AND NOW THIS...
/lyts.\ says:
*O_O
*LOL
*=.=
❀초별6.3 says:
*我的天哪~
*OMONA~
*high
*high
*high
*high
/lyts.\ says:
*...
*O_O
❀초별6.3 says:
*i feel high high high high
*laolao i am posting our convo!
*it's too cute
/lyts.\ says:
*......
*O_O
*why!
*nothing has happened in it...
*._.
❀초별6.3 says:
*hahaha
*i am getting blue name
*u are getting red
*^^
/lyts.\ says:
*......1
*no!!!!!!!!!
*I protest.
*:D
❀초별6.3 says:
*i dun care~

so u see how i forgot what to type!
==
ok 就写几句我想起来的

时间呢，会冲淡一切的。
你呢，是随着时间流逝的那种人
就算你再怎么想让自己变得不一样
你还是一点也不特别的
还有你们呢，外表罢了
心更重要

太庆幸一切了~
i love 313, whatever you say.
let's say goodbye

LEE SUNGMIN I LOVE YOU! RAWR!


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10:31 PM.
7:39 PM
13EYOND

your imagination!

here you go!
the front.
pencil sketches are pretty!

comment i dun care!
i demand comments!


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

7:39 PM.
Sunday, November 8, 2009 11:16 PM
THIRTEEN.

if you are expecting some other things with this title.
think again.
who's bloggiong this.
xuedi
has no emotions for anything else.
(see i upgraded)
^^

如果有一天
你们已经不再出现
我要如何告诉别人
你们那美好的一切。

这是我们最可爱最童颜的天使特
他最喜欢纯洁的白色
也喜欢隐藏自己辛苦的样子
他也是我们最脆弱的小队
你看舞台上一直流泪的他
是最疼弟弟们最爱弟弟们的
他是为了我们而折翼来到地球上的
所以你一定要记住
利特和朴正洙
这两个名字

这是我们天上天下牛奶皮肤的希大人
他是一个比女人还漂亮的花美男哦
他在舞台上一定是销魂华丽的样子
舞台下也是感情丰富起伏不定的可爱孩子
他一直勇敢的做自己勇敢的突破自己
他一直让花瓣们看着他最完美的样子
他理所当然自恋却不会被讨厌
因为他是我们的四次元公主啊
他从来不哭
因为倔强因为坚强
我知道他是很容易在别人脑海中留下印象的
所以我们要珍“希”这样开心的澈儿

这是我们温柔的骄傲韩庚
他是唯一的中国人呢
他似乎是从来不会生气的一个人
性格真的不是一般的好
经历过很多所以更加珍惜我们的韩庚
那个一上台就变得耀眼狂野的温柔男人
他也很会做饭的哦
将来嫁给他的女孩一定会很幸福
这个名字在我认识SJ之前就听过
是一个现在我非常爱的一个人的名字

这是我们最富有艺术的一把声音
你看舞台上头最大的那个吗？
那就是艺声
其实我更喜欢叫他金囧云
他经常抽风，还有镜头渴望症
我想AB型的人都这样吧（我一定是AB型的）
他对音乐的热爱是没有人可以相比的
看到他唱歌的样子了吗？
真的很幸福呢
一个为了音乐，艺术而生的人
正在被自己的梦想拥抱

这是我们很有男子气概的强仁
我听到这个名字的时候就在想
这是一个多么强壮多么坚强的人呢。
其实强仁哥挺脆弱的
他有着很辛苦很辛苦的过去
但是他对弟弟们的爱让他变得很坚强
让它成为一个可以依靠的人
他付出了好多好多
做了好多好多令我们感动的事
可以原谅他的错误
我们
重新再来
可以吗？

这是我们可爱的才干小子神童
他在这一群花美男中当然算不上是最显眼的
可是却是不能缺少的存在
他可以让我们笑得好开心
你不觉得肉肉的
躺上去会很舒服吗？
所以童童不需要减肥不需要自卑
他的舞蹈绝不输于赫海庚
因为是用心去跳的
喜欢他的人一定会永远的喜欢下去的
像他喜欢五花肉的那样

这是我们的甜南瓜李晟敏小兔子
他是一个穿粉红色很好看的武术少年
他总是对谁都甜甜的笑着
爱撒娇爱装可爱的他
其实真的很有男子气概
他是13个人的最中间的一个
告诉你哦，他对南瓜真的很热衷呢...
他真的是甜腻腻的
一直这样可爱着
只是他不是被宠溺着的老小
背负着第7这样的位子
经常被说成是衬托体的他
很坚强呢

这是我们单纯的傻傻的李赫在
他舞台上的名字叫做恩赫
他是在台上闪闪的发光体
也是一只很瘦的猴子
虽然吃得很多
他是一个很有义气的朋友
为了维护forever13而令我们感动
他真的是一个很乖的孩子
有着很单纯的心灵 爱恨分明
不过他应该善良的不懂得恨吧
继续你的舞蹈吧 让世界都记住你的努力
这个单纯的不懂得如何保护自己的恩赫

这是我们的小女王李东海
和恩赫是无法分开的二人组
他就像大海一样的清澈
总是有着一双很明亮的眼睛
总觉得东海是一个水做的孩子
感觉很干净粉嫩嫩的
我也总觉得东海向大海一样安静
小海你一定要幸福勇敢的活下去
让哥哥们做你的爸爸
他是一条自由畅游的鱼儿
等待他的一定是
一片宝蓝色的海洋吧！

这是我们最帅气最油桶的崔小票子
他的形象一点也不像老十吧
长得真的很好看不是吗？
始源一直都拥有的是他最完美的面孔
可是我喜欢的是他调皮撒娇的样子
一个肌肉男甜腻腻的撒娇 很可爱哦
虽然年纪很小但是他很成熟 也是很懂事的
他给成员们带来了安慰与安全感
保护了弟弟也保护了哥哥
谁还敢说始源只有完美的脸孔与家世
他有着善良美丽的一颗心
愿主保佑你

这是我们的可爱高音金小萌
你听他的声音 是不是很有辨识度啊
他是一个对自己要求很高的孩子
还记得在舞台上犯错后的他哭的很伤心
他也是一个很有才华的孩子呢
他是我们SJ的作曲天才
他还是一个认真的孩子
他会对着空无一人的观众席做90°鞠躬
我们也一定能永远为他在台下鼓掌
欣赏并感动于他独特的声音
让我们一起去爱这个可爱害羞的孩子吧

这是我们的秒杀笑容包子面孔理智范范
好久没有看到的一个人了
他最喜欢抱着PSP搏斗了
也是我们SJ里最有理智最聪明的一个人
也是一个可以完全无视我们希大人也不会被扁的人
虽然范范是很低调 也不经常使用杀人微笑
但是我们是永远无法适应没有他的SJ
不要带他走好吗？
我还想看看那和谐的13团聚
范范 我们等你 不要让我们等得太久

这是我们的腹黑老小卷毛贤
真是的 长了一副成熟的脸啊...
其实我觉得十三一点也不腹黑呢
应该是十二个调皮捣蛋的哥哥让他变成这样的吧
十三对我们来说啊 是一个很特别的存在
他的加入使SJ变得圆满 变得 ONLY 13
他的加入也让ELF们开始守护这个无比巨大的组合
为的就是留住这十三个可爱的身影
其实十三是一个奇迹不是吗？
其实十三是最被上天守护的孩子不是吗？
有十三我就放心了 他一定可以保佑我爱的这个巨大的奇迹

就这样我写完了

以后我一定会向别人这样介绍你们
介绍这个奇迹
这群我爱的人


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

11:16 PM.
9:30 PM
WOOFMIAO.

ok, ignore the title.
i am gonna post the stupid before i post the EMOTIONAL.
haha dedication to my super junior!

stupid things that happened today which can be viewed in detail on laolao's blog
a while later.
(we are busy voting and creating clubs on facebook)
and i just finished the best conversation on earth.

ok first thing first.
before i say the stupid things i wanna say this.

IF I SEE ANOTHER iPHONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
I AM GONNA JUST BUY ONE AND SMASH IT ONTO THE FLOOR
RIGHT AFTER I FINISH A ROUND OF TAPTAP*hey taptap is important*
(i am losing to lee shihui!)
and with this.
i stare at the empty iPhone box on my table.
something my mum brought back...
yes. without a phone inside.

okok.
stupid things:
1) i know the number of the taxi thing! 67773777 (pizza hut delivery~~~) *which appears to be... wrong.
2) laolao is encouraged because she is fortunate enough to fit into a SWIMMING POOL without looking unglam.
(it is rather hard to fit in u know. ppl like lee shihui will sip through the small holes that sucjk water away from the pool because she's too thin... goldsish~)
3) lee shihui-san is a member of the singapore soccer club. NO DOUBT.
4) do it do it BLUE! BLUE BLUE BLUE it's BLUE~

yay~

u shall wait for my dedication!!!
YOU MUST...

do it do it CHUL~
CHULCHULCHUL it's CHUL~

hey my darling on 12th december 2009 i will be standing on the same piece of land as you.
i will be watching you from a far distance.
watching.
and treasuring the moment.
for now, i really wanted to do that one thing for you.
but i can't.
i am sorry but i can't help.
i am sorry if i can't keep your sapphire blue ocean.
but i will keep trying.
we will keep trying.

saranghae.
different letters but same emotion.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

9:30 PM.
Saturday, November 7, 2009 3:34 PM
CHOOSE.

VS
..............(the blond seducer).......................(the blond X-Dragon).................

your choice?

my choice: zhang xuedi


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

3:34 PM.
2:23 PM
O_O

this is creepy.
laoloa just gave me the GREATEST idea for the
413 class tee...
which is erm... 2 years later!

4ever13!
(with another hint of biaseness)
^^
(how superb)


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

2:23 PM.
2:11 PM
YOU(CHUL)

朝花希拾♥
大爱！
my blog is a bit deprived of pictures these days...
must live up to my {LOL #01}
真漂亮啊...


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

2:11 PM.
1:35 PM
DISLIKE.

nobody nobody but you.
(haha)

hint: read the title with the blogpost.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

1:35 PM.
1:11 PM
FOUR.

that's your favourite number isn't it?
♥(this is late by one day.)

4 years.
6 months.

where's my 3 and a half years.
i wish i had known you earlier.

how many years more to 13 years.
how much time more for my 13 loves.
together.
forever.

it is the everlasting love.

四年是不长不短的时光
四年里我从小学生变成了中学生
但你们的四年
我只拥有了八分之一的思念

虽然没有一起开始
却要一起结束
在世界忘记你们的那一时刻
让世界也一起忘记我

你们是我活着的意义
也是我珍惜的回忆
我可以忘记别的所有的一切
但不会选择忘记你

you are not the one to be forgotten
you are not the thirteen to be forgotten

以后的路要陪你们一起走
为的是守护
那一片
宝蓝色的海洋

to 希澈:
you are the one.
对你是我不变的爱
没有人可以取代
i like you for your personality
and your ways that are similar to me.
我们要永远一起走
heechul.
petals.

下一个四年
还要在一起
♥


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1:11 PM.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 10:43 PM
MIYAZAKI.

宫崎骏。

宫崎骏的作品都很简单
好人
坏人
(mr nick ng is both)
one day i shall buy those shirts from him!

清楚的幻想世界
很美
色彩绚丽

who says the imagined world is useless.
he who imagined amazed the real world.

SURREALISM.
oh so pretty.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

10:43 PM.
8:39 PM
LOVE.

金澈儿爱死你了！
太配合我了！
^^


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

8:39 PM.
8:13 PM
PUMPKIN.

我开心呀开心呀开心呀~
我也不知道为什么这么开心呀~

AEP anniversary is so so so damn wonderful!!
I love AEP!
I LOVE AEP!!!
i love mrs tan, mr lim, mr gan, miss yap, mrs teo, mr sim, mrs tan
i love sec 1 AEP
I LOVE SEC 2 AEP!
i love sec 3 AEP
i love sec 4 AEP

i love the whole AEP!
(because we are so special. & unique)

and HIGH~
and haha~
i love group 10!
we rocked!
(though i always say that i get second for everything!)
but we still rock!

love the doodles!
and the pictionary
and our block block~
and TEA!
(LOL.)

(oh mr nick ng was from AEP! i never knew that. that makes me like him a little bit more too)

*waiting for pictures pictures~
omg i am so happy.
mr lim is back today!!!!
back today!!!
today!!!!
(and i poned drama!)

and i had so much fun!
and i painted a SJ block! ^^
and our assigned colour is BLUE
and the blue acrylic is so nice!!!

and most importantly.
i absolutely WON!
alone.

one
one one
person~~
i won i won i won~~
i dun care if this is so shallow~
i WON!
i dun care how childish this sounds
but i WON!!!

(next time i should really be stubborn about everything!)
next time i should really follow what i what.
because.
it is important!

第一次！！
第一次我发现我想要的竟然是
【不要】
"you can go and wear your expensive pretty clothes-
-while i protect my happiness under my warm black coat!"

my black hoodie is so warm that it guanranteed me such a good sleep on the bus~
(yes and all the way to serene centre...)
睡得好~
吃得好~
表演得好~(FOA)
什么都好~
^^

(omg i am falling in love with howl again!)
he has such a CUTE personality.
(wow i actually looks more at personality these days!)
HEECHUL's influence.
when i look at the black-haired howl, i was reminded of CHUL.
(you never stay out of my mind, i love chul~~~~~~)

IT'S A WONDERFUL DAY!!!!
one last thing.
jiayou for YOUR drama~ ^^
(i have got nothing to lose.)
(i still think an imagined world is beautiful.)
(because there's no... YOU.)


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

8:13 PM.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 10:46 PM
BURN.

晒成烤猪了


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

10:46 PM.
10:00 PM
LIVING.

hey i am living in an imaginary world.
(that has grown bigger)

其实以前以为失去的一些东西，一直都还在。
(but there are ones that i really don't want back.)
thank you!
i love you!

我家楼下的街灯修好了，似乎是久违不见的明亮的光！
难道说，我的这心情跟随着这盏灯?
既然亮了，就再也别灭去了吧！

a thousand times i love you.
(as long as i win this stubborn tug-of-war)
I AM HAPPY!

i wish you would understand.
how hard it can be to do it again.

哈哈，开心就好吧~
我还年轻~不能这样认输的！
我还年轻哈~
有什么好担心的！

其实
真的
真的
挺好的^^

thank you you made my day^^
(black hoodie i love you)
i won... actually succeeded!
(cre jacket woohoo~)

EH MINGHUI WHERE IS MY XUEDI FANCLUB!!
saranghae!
haha even eunhae makes me so happy!


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

10:00 PM.
9:07 PM
CHANGE.

开心起来了...
就想换blogskin....


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

9:07 PM.
Monday, November 2, 2009 10:57 PM
LOST.

not found.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

10:57 PM.
9:11 PM
ONE

一人で悩むことなどないんだよ
だって君は一人じゃない

一人で涙することないんだよ
泣いているのは君だけじゃないのだから

勇気を出して振り返ってごらん
そこにはきっと君の仲間がいる

恥ずかしいことなんかじゃない一人で
生きられるほど人は強くはない

あの時、ずっとそばにいてくれたね
それが君の永遠（とわ）の友達
あの時、最後まで待っていてくれた人
それが君の永遠（とわ）の仲間さ

淋しい時は思い出してごらん
会いたい人がいたら会いに行こう

恥ずかしいことなんかじゃない誰もが
友を探して一人あがいている

あの時そっとうなずいてくれたね
それが君の永遠の友達

あの時肩に手を置いてくれた人
それが君の永遠の仲間さ


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

9:11 PM.
7:49 PM
GUESS.

hey i will live really well.
better than anyone of you.

i say sorry here and you might forgive me.
but the tear marks remain.
i know it will never looks as good as new again.
so.
失去的
我便从没想再次得到。

oh
guess.
guess what.

my imaginary world is too small for you all to squeeze in.
i don't really have space you know...
after heechul moved in...
hmmm.

what!
i won't let him leave no.
so i advice you to stop trying.

i am stubborn.
and you know that.

xuedi was never born to live for anyone but herself.
(and maybe her mum.)


OH LIKE OMG. JAP FESTIVAL WAS SO FUN!
(chun 我真的对不住你了...)


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

7:49 PM.
Sunday, November 1, 2009 9:41 PM
BRIGHT.

《红豆冰》

摧毁
一个五彩缤纷
的世界

再被
我的冷漠
搞到心寒

i just want to say.
thank you

i just want to say.
oh wells.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

9:41 PM.
2:38 PM
DEAD.

你又为何要跟一个死了心的人计较呢？


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

2:38 PM.
2:33 PM
FAILURE.

不就是一群畏惧失败的人么...现在开心了吧

the most beautiful place is my dream.
not needed.
hence not there.

-operation pon school.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

2:33 PM.
12:17 PM
PARADOX.

future.
(we can't really play MASH for that right?)

maybe.
just maybe.
one day i will become the most famous music video director in the whole Asia.
at the same time, my artworks will sell and my books too.
people might just like my emo poems.
and they will be remembered.
(although i will be forgottened)

*people are always like this.
they only remember the best
they only remember the surface.
yes every single one of the people in this world.

(hey i don't know you. but i know how you are like.)

maybe.
just maybe.
i can end up living in my small glass house by the sea.
i will watch as blood of the sun turn the water red.
as it sank
and sank.
and suffocate.
and that is when i will let she (or he) appear in the glow.
artificially.
(i will love my job.)

ideas.
beautiful.


maybe.
just maybe.
i can find someone like me.
to live with.
or to live without.
we dun need money.
just gonna be rich in dreams.
and fantasy.
wonderful.
who is he?
who is he?

that glittering spirit in the darkness.
and sunshine.

oh just maybe.
i will murder my child.
because she (or he) understands too little.
i will not give anything.
understand.
what is true
what is.
true.
real.

oh love and happiness.
leave that for my child.
who needs them?
i just need a plastic life.
in front of the most expensive wares.
that can make the images.
come alive.
(but. who is alive anyway?)

my money is spend all on you.
if i can own you.
i will become thrifty.
i will not.
(what is enough?)

maybe.
just maybe.
i will learn multimedia.
i will learn literature
in chinese.
i will draw
i will learn
art.
in the most famous art school in china.
and be last in class.
haha.

i need to know
more
more

but i thought less is more?
then i need to know
less!
LESS!

oh what do you know?
about my transparent, dream
LIFE.

(everything.)

haha
paradox.


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

12:17 PM.
12:10 PM
WHAT.

why is everyone so happy?
or rather. why am i so depress(ing)?

oh it's pathetic...
(对不起，我活得太过分)


♥나와 고양이 둘뿐

12:10 PM.