conclusion of today:

1) korean CFs are seriously RETARDED!!! (and heechul is cute when he's retarded)
2) the feeling of burning my jap books is so strong
3) reason for not doing work AT ALL: fanfics are distracting
4) the type of fanfics i like add up to the name 暖文

i feel like writing fanfics...

"hello i am alone in this world. i need no one. no one to socialise. why do i need them anyway? i can be better off by myself. i cuddle in this cozy corner with my kim heechul and can relly forget all about the world. i don't care what happens. i am nothing and involved in nothing. nothing can attract me or allow me to put in any feeling, when i left, no one will have to remember me. none would i have anything that i can't put down. i will vanish, because there's no more."

i love you kim heechul
i love you lee sungmin

Super Junior 是一种奢侈品。我只是想爱他们多一点，不算太多吧。

doushite... (omg that reminds of sth imp!)
why can't the just display my blog title. it's so cool!!
しょうてんがい！
私はしなくてはいけません!
there it goes....
hmmm i shall ignore my drama journal till 11pm!!! then go chiong about a million entries~~
and then, the chinese is gonna be back... next blogpost?
haha but english ones seems more likeable~

neh neh... i got the "autographed" heechul picture! pretty neh?
of course i know the signature is fake lahhhh
i mean... how hard it is to get real ones... ==
lala~ i like all my stuff all my stuff~
even the sunflower~~~ (yes i know they sell it in singapore somewhere...)

and my shopping list is growing longer and longer and it's scary~~~
EARN MONEY!

IF YOU ARE KIND ENOUGH, PLEASE BLABBER RANDOM OBJECTS ON MY TAGBOARD.

(NOTE THAT SUJU, ELF, KYUMIN ETC ARE NOT OBJECTS~)

OBJECTS INCLUDE,

REFRIGERATOR,

COMPUTER,

MOUSE, TREE,

COFFEE CUP,

CHAIR, CUSHIONS

AND PILLOWS,

MARSHMALLOWS,

BOOKS, PLATES,

FORKS AND SPOONS,

KIM HEECHUL(>.<) THANK YOU!

我发现我始终还是孤独一个人...

i realised jimmy's work is very inspired by some artists!!!!
Martisse(shucks i have to know how to spell!)
Salvador Dali (i love himmmmm!!!)
^^
and maybr van gogh too ^^
haha
AEP is a magical subject!

weird ideas come during the weird times of the day~
hence...
【ego post】

yay!!!

"The world shall revolve around me because I am all mighty and strong. I am the saint that can save everyone and conquer the universe. My idealogy is the best in the world. That is why you should follow. I am just so awesome, like that~ One day I can fly with my thoughts and abandon the artificial wings, because my innocence makes me light. One day I can rule the Earth, the Solar System, the Milky Way. Because I am the almighty. I am so great that you should worship me and be forever under me. I control fire and water, wind and earth, gold and silver and diamonds. I am the richest and the loneliest. The most arrogant and the proudest. I want everyone of you out there to REMEMBER my name!!!"

ok i am weird~

"One love one love
the memories are beautiful
I don't wanna ever say good bye"

13[thirteen]-
13eyond your imagination~

unknowingly, this number has
became a part of my
life. only 13 forever 13
never say goodbye!

piao like helium <3 
-- twins(knock out) is playing at the back... 
[so not pei can!!!]

CHULMIN > all other CP!
[inequality towards my two benming!]

watch sungmin advance up ^^
[he's so shuai right! according to tieba this is
sungmin after chul's totally HOT kiss!]

hmmmmmm... after piaoing to laolao's blog....
there you go!!!







希






a nice big 希 that is in RED, not orange and written(typed) with love
it's a beautiful word isn't it?? ^^

*ASMAMA has beautiful necklaces and earrings and accesories!
but they so damn 歧视 ppl with no earhole can!!!!
i refuse to get any... (unless he does, which is unlikely)
"WELL WE THINK ALIKE HEENIM"
[since when do i call him heenim...]

I STILL CANNOT FIND THE LYRICS OF 魂!!!!
this is making me very pissed!!
and whatmore, i can't fing that necklace heechul wore in (i think) don' don
that black one with chains and a cross in the middle...
i think it does not exist in taobao...
grrrrr

there goes my saturday...
full of watching videos and reading kangmin fics...
yes i am turning to teukmin rawr~ ok i am all chul all min... ^^

ok i shall preview to see how big the 希 is~~

【真相】

柜子遗忘头顶上的孤独乐曲
那梦里再也不会响起的回音
曾经灵活的手指失去了音符
层层的灰尘记不住那份乐谱
陈旧的音箱哑了淳厚的低音
崩断的琴弦只剩破裂的高音
一把发霉的木头指挥着无声
梳顺了还是打结的断断续续
松香也无法磨顺的放声嘶喊
再怎么调音还是生锈地跑调

开启我梦里隐匿的小小角落
触摸曾经乐盒般轻柔的吟唱
上紧那第一千零一根的琴弦
嘣地就让它弹断割破纤细手
鲜血滴出活泼的音符在唱歌

上台 鞠躬 一弓划下
无情的真相奏出的舞曲
依然那么刺耳...

-------封---------

-看得出是在描述哪一件事么？
嘿嘿
（澈儿的诗我今天就不写了~）
还有，那四次元诗的隐藏句子：
【金希澈我爱你~ 】saranghae <3> （笨蛋都看出来了吧）
everyone saranghae! <3>

奇怪的四次元诗^^v

金色花园里的玫瑰花
希望有一天遇到那双
澈亮的眼睛
我祈祷盛满的眼泪不会落下
爱也不会枯萎蒸发
你知道吗？玫瑰很毒辣

郁闷于it's you 的 dance tutorial...
看是看得懂... 就是... 不好学... 还是 Crazy girls 的好...

开心于我亲爱的会服~~爱死了~~
我穿上都变帅了！（可以当裙子穿诶！v*^^*v）

好像没什么了... ==
啊~ that's all ^^v

Yay English post!?

Things I know for sure:
1) I have to start doing my homework soon
2) I have 3 days more of fun before I sould start studying
3) Jap EOY is coming... TT_TT
4) f(x) is the most 看得过去 girl band from SM (I am not anti-SNSD^^)
5) I want to go for the SM AUDITION!
6) Which means I have to migrate to Korea so I can go SM every week and 骚扰 until they finally sign me in
7) The reason for wanting to be a 明星 in SM is heechul and also many birthday presents.
8) Kangmin rocks! Like totally. I am addicted to this... (萌)_(萌)
9) Kangin and Sungmin are actually super close ( please ignore intimate note as much as you can.)
10) I have no idea how they are so close but it's cute?!
11) Construction workers can just go and die
12) I missed the parcel delivering by 20 secs!
13) I have to go tomorrow to the post office myself to get my 会服...
14) I highly suspect 阿姨 will tell 老妈... which means I will 前功尽弃... TT_TT
15) (back to SM) they have auditions in Malaysia which is unheard of yet...
16) I want to go SM and be a trainee!!!!
17) I nees to practice and 减肥!
18) People younger than me have debuted ( I stare a hole out of krystal's head...)
19) 我的腰可以跟朴特特比弱了... TT_TT
20) A house without adults is just the wonderland of children
21) Heechul is forever the love
22) SUPER JUNIOR IS FOREVER THE LOVE
23) 车祸s are the source of all tears and heartbreaks
24) Kim Heechul you are so sweet (and weird)
25) This is here just to 凑数.... ^^v

OH YEAH!!!
(i can't add pic cuz all pics are on the freaking big com which is locked...)
(i can't send my poems to my mentor because of the same reason...)
(i have 3 more days of freedom)
(i love singapore post and my mum's schedule~)
(today is 999!!! WOW!)
(must go and buy laolao's present tomo... hmmmmm)
(i have 20 bucks to 挥霍)
(i stare a hole out of my AEP coursework)
(kim heechul's lips are super hard to draw)
(a poem about kim heechul is harder than all maths problems...[maybe not, i think maths is more difficult])
(i am stuck at how to introduce my passion... (red passion) i think i will 跑题 and talk about kim heechul again)
(overall, it's all kim heechul's problem)
(overall it's all thirteen people's fault *i am not calling them pabos cuz they are all smart and wonderful*)

LAST FACT(or isit two?)

KANGMIN + HEECHUL = LOVE
i shall go and watch TV now... ^^v

ANNYEONG^^v
(oh ya... must learn KOREAN then can go SM *mental note mental note!!*)

SUPER SHOW 2!!!!

我是金希澈的理由是……
　　在电视中尽管有时候我很拽气
　　其实在真实生活中是很有礼貌
　　在成为艺人金希澈之前
　　而努力成为品行端正的金希澈
　　以后作为舞台上的金希澈
　　或作为演员的金希澈
　　在其他个人生活中
　　如果未有任何变化
　　那时候我可以承认我不是金希澈
　　日后会展现更加向上的金希澈
　　因为喜欢
　　我才从事着艺人这一职业
　　也是父母的梦
　　为了孝敬父母
　　请各位继续关注我
　　日后作为SUPERJUNIOR
　　也作为演员金希澈
　　绝不会让各位失望
　　而努力的
　　金希澈

如果可以一直这么下去就好了...
一直可以说着：我的爱，我的ELF...
一直好幸福好幸福的
一直在一起
一直说出心中的话

你其实很口是心非嘛...
再次爱上你^^

我要当明星！

诗来了啊~~~~

循环

天使眼泪中沉重的心事
从天堂砸向地心
坠落只是几秒的垂直滑翔
不足以令人感到疼痛

重重拍在车窗上的故事
划下道道泪痕不容抹去
横竖交错叙述着
堆成一滩浊水的一个结局

天使要找回自己的心事
好躲起来独自舔舐伤口
悲伤蒸发后无限膨胀
潮湿沉闷地氤氲在空气中

又是那刺骨般的寒冷
吞噬着轻飘飘的无助
聚集成乌黑一片镶入眼眶
新鲜的泪水陈旧的绝望

守护的着的人得不到幸福
天使一直不开心

eunhyukkie <3>

conclusion of today:

1) korean CFs are seriously RETARDED!!! (and heechul is cute when he's retarded)
2) the feeling of burning my jap books is so strong
3) reason for not doing work AT ALL: fanfics are distracting
4) the type of fanfics i like add up to the name 暖文

i feel like writing fanfics...

"hello i am alone in this world. i need no one. no one to socialise. why do i need them anyway? i can be better off by myself. i cuddle in this cozy corner with my kim heechul and can relly forget all about the world. i don't care what happens. i am nothing and involved in nothing. nothing can attract me or allow me to put in any feeling, when i left, no one will have to remember me. none would i have anything that i can't put down. i will vanish, because there's no more."

i love you kim heechul
i love you lee sungmin

Super Junior 是一种奢侈品。我只是想爱他们多一点，不算太多吧。

doushite... (omg that reminds of sth imp!)
why can't the just display my blog title. it's so cool!!
しょうてんがい！
私はしなくてはいけません!
there it goes....
hmmm i shall ignore my drama journal till 11pm!!! then go chiong about a million entries~~
and then, the chinese is gonna be back... next blogpost?
haha but english ones seems more likeable~

neh neh... i got the "autographed" heechul picture! pretty neh?
of course i know the signature is fake lahhhh
i mean... how hard it is to get real ones... ==
lala~ i like all my stuff all my stuff~
even the sunflower~~~ (yes i know they sell it in singapore somewhere...)

and my shopping list is growing longer and longer and it's scary~~~
EARN MONEY!

IF YOU ARE KIND ENOUGH, PLEASE BLABBER RANDOM OBJECTS ON MY TAGBOARD.

(NOTE THAT SUJU, ELF, KYUMIN ETC ARE NOT OBJECTS~)

OBJECTS INCLUDE,

REFRIGERATOR,

COMPUTER,

MOUSE, TREE,

COFFEE CUP,

CHAIR, CUSHIONS

AND PILLOWS,

MARSHMALLOWS,

BOOKS, PLATES,

FORKS AND SPOONS,

KIM HEECHUL(>.<) THANK YOU!

我发现我始终还是孤独一个人...

i realised jimmy's work is very inspired by some artists!!!!
Martisse(shucks i have to know how to spell!)
Salvador Dali (i love himmmmm!!!)
^^
and maybr van gogh too ^^
haha
AEP is a magical subject!

weird ideas come during the weird times of the day~
hence...
【ego post】

yay!!!

"The world shall revolve around me because I am all mighty and strong. I am the saint that can save everyone and conquer the universe. My idealogy is the best in the world. That is why you should follow. I am just so awesome, like that~ One day I can fly with my thoughts and abandon the artificial wings, because my innocence makes me light. One day I can rule the Earth, the Solar System, the Milky Way. Because I am the almighty. I am so great that you should worship me and be forever under me. I control fire and water, wind and earth, gold and silver and diamonds. I am the richest and the loneliest. The most arrogant and the proudest. I want everyone of you out there to REMEMBER my name!!!"

ok i am weird~

"One love one love
the memories are beautiful
I don't wanna ever say good bye"

13[thirteen]-
13eyond your imagination~

unknowingly, this number has
became a part of my
life. only 13 forever 13
never say goodbye!

piao like helium <3 
-- twins(knock out) is playing at the back... 
[so not pei can!!!]

CHULMIN > all other CP!
[inequality towards my two benming!]

watch sungmin advance up ^^
[he's so shuai right! according to tieba this is
sungmin after chul's totally HOT kiss!]

hmmmmmm... after piaoing to laolao's blog....
there you go!!!







希






a nice big 希 that is in RED, not orange and written(typed) with love
it's a beautiful word isn't it?? ^^

*ASMAMA has beautiful necklaces and earrings and accesories!
but they so damn 歧视 ppl with no earhole can!!!!
i refuse to get any... (unless he does, which is unlikely)
"WELL WE THINK ALIKE HEENIM"
[since when do i call him heenim...]

I STILL CANNOT FIND THE LYRICS OF 魂!!!!
this is making me very pissed!!
and whatmore, i can't fing that necklace heechul wore in (i think) don' don
that black one with chains and a cross in the middle...
i think it does not exist in taobao...
grrrrr

there goes my saturday...
full of watching videos and reading kangmin fics...
yes i am turning to teukmin rawr~ ok i am all chul all min... ^^

ok i shall preview to see how big the 希 is~~

【真相】

柜子遗忘头顶上的孤独乐曲
那梦里再也不会响起的回音
曾经灵活的手指失去了音符
层层的灰尘记不住那份乐谱
陈旧的音箱哑了淳厚的低音
崩断的琴弦只剩破裂的高音
一把发霉的木头指挥着无声
梳顺了还是打结的断断续续
松香也无法磨顺的放声嘶喊
再怎么调音还是生锈地跑调

开启我梦里隐匿的小小角落
触摸曾经乐盒般轻柔的吟唱
上紧那第一千零一根的琴弦
嘣地就让它弹断割破纤细手
鲜血滴出活泼的音符在唱歌

上台 鞠躬 一弓划下
无情的真相奏出的舞曲
依然那么刺耳...

-------封---------

-看得出是在描述哪一件事么？
嘿嘿
（澈儿的诗我今天就不写了~）
还有，那四次元诗的隐藏句子：
【金希澈我爱你~ 】saranghae <3> （笨蛋都看出来了吧）
everyone saranghae! <3>

奇怪的四次元诗^^v

金色花园里的玫瑰花
希望有一天遇到那双
澈亮的眼睛
我祈祷盛满的眼泪不会落下
爱也不会枯萎蒸发
你知道吗？玫瑰很毒辣

郁闷于it's you 的 dance tutorial...
看是看得懂... 就是... 不好学... 还是 Crazy girls 的好...

开心于我亲爱的会服~~爱死了~~
我穿上都变帅了！（可以当裙子穿诶！v*^^*v）

好像没什么了... ==
啊~ that's all ^^v

Yay English post!?

Things I know for sure:
1) I have to start doing my homework soon
2) I have 3 days more of fun before I sould start studying
3) Jap EOY is coming... TT_TT
4) f(x) is the most 看得过去 girl band from SM (I am not anti-SNSD^^)
5) I want to go for the SM AUDITION!
6) Which means I have to migrate to Korea so I can go SM every week and 骚扰 until they finally sign me in
7) The reason for wanting to be a 明星 in SM is heechul and also many birthday presents.
8) Kangmin rocks! Like totally. I am addicted to this... (萌)_(萌)
9) Kangin and Sungmin are actually super close ( please ignore intimate note as much as you can.)
10) I have no idea how they are so close but it's cute?!
11) Construction workers can just go and die
12) I missed the parcel delivering by 20 secs!
13) I have to go tomorrow to the post office myself to get my 会服...
14) I highly suspect 阿姨 will tell 老妈... which means I will 前功尽弃... TT_TT
15) (back to SM) they have auditions in Malaysia which is unheard of yet...
16) I want to go SM and be a trainee!!!!
17) I nees to practice and 减肥!
18) People younger than me have debuted ( I stare a hole out of krystal's head...)
19) 我的腰可以跟朴特特比弱了... TT_TT
20) A house without adults is just the wonderland of children
21) Heechul is forever the love
22) SUPER JUNIOR IS FOREVER THE LOVE
23) 车祸s are the source of all tears and heartbreaks
24) Kim Heechul you are so sweet (and weird)
25) This is here just to 凑数.... ^^v

OH YEAH!!!
(i can't add pic cuz all pics are on the freaking big com which is locked...)
(i can't send my poems to my mentor because of the same reason...)
(i have 3 more days of freedom)
(i love singapore post and my mum's schedule~)
(today is 999!!! WOW!)
(must go and buy laolao's present tomo... hmmmmm)
(i have 20 bucks to 挥霍)
(i stare a hole out of my AEP coursework)
(kim heechul's lips are super hard to draw)
(a poem about kim heechul is harder than all maths problems...[maybe not, i think maths is more difficult])
(i am stuck at how to introduce my passion... (red passion) i think i will 跑题 and talk about kim heechul again)
(overall, it's all kim heechul's problem)
(overall it's all thirteen people's fault *i am not calling them pabos cuz they are all smart and wonderful*)

LAST FACT(or isit two?)

KANGMIN + HEECHUL = LOVE
i shall go and watch TV now... ^^v

ANNYEONG^^v
(oh ya... must learn KOREAN then can go SM *mental note mental note!!*)

SUPER SHOW 2!!!!

我是金希澈的理由是……
　　在电视中尽管有时候我很拽气
　　其实在真实生活中是很有礼貌
　　在成为艺人金希澈之前
　　而努力成为品行端正的金希澈
　　以后作为舞台上的金希澈
　　或作为演员的金希澈
　　在其他个人生活中
　　如果未有任何变化
　　那时候我可以承认我不是金希澈
　　日后会展现更加向上的金希澈
　　因为喜欢
　　我才从事着艺人这一职业
　　也是父母的梦
　　为了孝敬父母
　　请各位继续关注我
　　日后作为SUPERJUNIOR
　　也作为演员金希澈
　　绝不会让各位失望
　　而努力的
　　金希澈

如果可以一直这么下去就好了...
一直可以说着：我的爱，我的ELF...
一直好幸福好幸福的
一直在一起
一直说出心中的话

你其实很口是心非嘛...
再次爱上你^^

我要当明星！

诗来了啊~~~~

循环

天使眼泪中沉重的心事
从天堂砸向地心
坠落只是几秒的垂直滑翔
不足以令人感到疼痛

重重拍在车窗上的故事
划下道道泪痕不容抹去
横竖交错叙述着
堆成一滩浊水的一个结局

天使要找回自己的心事
好躲起来独自舔舐伤口
悲伤蒸发后无限膨胀
潮湿沉闷地氤氲在空气中

又是那刺骨般的寒冷
吞噬着轻飘飘的无助
聚集成乌黑一片镶入眼眶
新鲜的泪水陈旧的绝望

守护的着的人得不到幸福
天使一直不开心

eunhyukkie <3>

[ELF]
赤い雪.}♥
body of contradictives
artwork of the extremes
brightest crayon in the box


super junior♥
kim heechul♥
lee sungmin♥
kim yesung♥
lee hongki♥
g-dragon♥

sunflowers
red & sapphire blue

like cats
we need our
PERSONAL SPACE

i like the 4th dimension of thinking;

buy me a HEEKU

sometimes i don't understand
is it the number or the people

your tears tore my heart apart
you changed
all of you changed

but next time,
please tell me before you do
i promised now
i will never cry because you again
just let me cry this one last time

why are we so alike
so similar
that we actually care so much
that we actually can never hide

are we related?
somehow...
or maybe it's just our
destiny
watching you from the darkest corner
watching you shine
and break down into pieces.


Minchul @ scrent


grey cat named heeku
my super junior back into pieces.

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